after the last post, I thought, that was just sad. But he could have thought that maybe I felt something, maybe I was’nt just fooling around. My heart will never be whoole, never have meaning, without Terje. But I just wish it was something more than saying “hi” to him. And seeing him less then three times in one month. Maybe I could have had one more chance ? We are going on a trip in the end of may, should I try ? Do I still have a chance ? I beg, pray and hope. Hope and believe, maybe one day, he will be with me. And he will love me, almost as much as I love him, just… Please