i dag fikk i vite at i skal bli me på rockering konkurranse mot Thomas og Harald. Vi skal til Ålesund på lørdag, sammen med Aker Yards. Gleda me så sjukt. I får det ikke til så bra men gleda me masse. Håpe i vinn :–D
tådey tirsdag, apr 22 2008
vell, i dag so hadde i go ti før i skulle på fotografering i kirka, åso skulle i å mamma sjekke kordan rollerblades me kunne ha, eller sæl. Å da tok i selfølgeli på me nåkken, tok bande t Muffin å for ne bakken. Å Muffin sprang. På vei nedover ( sånn ca. i svingen ) fann i ut at d va lurt å slippe han, men da stoppa han rett framfor me å i fløy over Ö. i va sjokkert. å oppskrubba. nedover heile venstre foten e i full av sår å blåkula + at begge handan e oppskrubba, like før me skulle ta bilde. So i for inn, rensa såra å tok på me en svart genser, den svarte boksa å et skjerf. Like etter kom Kristina, å me ble kjørt til kirka. Der va vi dem første som hadde kommet og me satt å sola oss til prsten kom. Da gikk vi inn å vi prate me dei andre som kom etter hvert. Så kom Terje <3 På starten gikk han rett forbi me, men så smilte vi til hverandre og snakka litt. Før vi skulle ta bilde, satt vi oss på benkene og da satt i sammens me Terje, å Tom Erlend å William. Når vi skulle ta bilde blei i å Anette plassert nesten heilt sentralt i bilde, i tror å håpe d gikk fint. ^^ Etterpå skulle vi sitte å fylle inn et sånn skjema, da satt i også sammens me Terje <3 i blei so gla ! Vi prata masse, sellom han va litt sur i blant. Tom Erlend å William va også på samme benk, å dem va heilt hyper ! Bynte å slå me å alt Ö fikk faktisk ganske så go kontakt da : ) kosli. Men d søteste av alt va att Terje tok ringen av fingern min, å satt den på ijen. Åso sa han : Nå e vi gift ! Å i bare : ivertfall forlova, SØTT <3 å nor vi va ferdi me å øve å alt d andre, skulle vi gå å i sa Hade Terje ! Å så fikk i klem… <3
big kiss from happy and scrubby me :¤
please søndag, apr 20 2008
after the last post, I thought, that was just sad. But he could have thought that maybe I felt something, maybe I was’nt just fooling around. My heart will never be whoole, never have meaning, without Terje. But I just wish it was something more than saying “hi” to him. And seeing him less then three times in one month. Maybe I could have had one more chance ? We are going on a trip in the end of may, should I try ? Do I still have a chance ? I beg, pray and hope. Hope and believe, maybe one day, he will be with me. And he will love me, almost as much as I love him, just… Please
as it should be søndag, apr 20 2008
well, I’m sitting here in my bed. Thinking of how I should have been. Almost two months ago, I was with my class a whole weekend. Terje and I had a fantastic time together, I sat on his “fang”, and we talked a lot together. When we were on UKM we sat together and talked and hold hands. I can feel his hand touching mine, even now. After UKM we walked together back to the school and we sat together in this small play-thing, my head was leaning to his and we were still holding hands. Then, we were going to a little cabin and we were going to barbeque there. Since it was in the end of February and a lot of snow, we had a lot of clothes and glows. But when we were going we wanted to hold hands still, but my glow was to small for both of our hands. Terje asked Kine if we could borrow hers, and she mines. Then, we had both our hands in one glow for the whole trip. My hands is shaking now, thinking of how it was. When we came to the cabin we sat together and talked. He asked me a lot of times, and I wanted to. But it just was’nt right. I could’nt kiss him! But what would have happened if I did ? Anyway… When we went to the school again me and Camilla sat with Terje and Tom Erlend. But then, my parents came in and sat down right behind us. I could’nt believe it! So humiliating. Camilla and I moved to Anne, Kine, Gudrun and the rest of the people. And when we all were going home, I said goodbye to Terje, and was waithing for he to hug me, but he was just like, byyeee… But later that night I was so high ! High on LOVE. And I thought he was too. Now, two months later, I’m still sitting here and thinking of my best weekend of my whole life. Thinking that he problably already have forgotten.
